That's how I feel these days... Our long weekend to the beach was wonderful. I was on the beach at some point every day of our trip, the last day was a little to cold for the beach so we retreated to the pool all day. It was wonderful to spend time with my little family. Of course, when we got home reality set in again. We literally have $100 to make us through until next payday(about a week from now). Every week that goes by since I got fired from the center we are slowly slinking farther and farther into debt. Want to know the worst part, barely any of our money is spent on anything not "necessary" for survival. Gosh it stinks to be a grown up sometimes...
Lately the money tensions have led me to my next thought, if we are so poor... Why are we trying so hard for another child? This is a thought I often ponder... One I have yet to find the answer to. On one hand, we are entitled to make our own decisions and our daughter deserves siblings. But on the other hand, why bring more babies into this world unless we can truly support them.
This blog update is going to be shorter than the rest, mostly because I don't have much to report. We have our visit with the fertility specialist next week. I am mostly just making myself more nervous for the visit. I have already told Mike though, if this doctor tells me I am fat I am punching him in the face. Will update next week after the appointment.
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